Sunday, May 22, 2011

Teenage Dream

"Let's go all the way tonight
No regrets, just love
We can dance until we die
You and I
We'll be young forever

You make me
Feel like
I'm living a Teenage Dream
The way you turn me on
I can't sleep
Let's runaway
And don't ever look back
Don't ever look back..."

That's funny, i like that song before, but after this night I just can't stop listening to it.
Have you ever thought "What shall I do in this kind of situation" ? It's like planing the future, because you always think about and it ends up happening.
I say it that way, I don't know where all my self-esteem ran away, and I really dont know how to find it, because I miss it alot, miss it very much, and it's not like someone reading that crap and can help me looking after it xP
Anyways, I was saying about last night, its was so great. We celebrated this holiday called 'Lag Baomer'. I won't start with the history of it and all that crap, though I will say its a night everyone sets bonfires and barbecues and ofcourse a good deal of alcohol, yeah crazy night indeed. I spent it great, I just wish I wouldnt feel bad about any god damn step im doing, I have nerves, im just too afraid to show it around people that I don't trust, because in that case i do not trust myself either.
Let's say, I just hope, that all the small comments I keep in a little dark room in my heart wont blow in someone's face one day.
Peace and alot of <3love<3 dear bloggers.

"You and I, will be young forever.." <3